I’m not dead.

Oh hey. I’m still alive.

This is actually a belated post but anyway.

Few nights back I decided to not use the com and just lie in the dark with my mum and chatted with her. And it’s amazing how her life now revolves so much around the church, and it’s such a privilege to be with her on this walk. Never thought this day would come to pass and I’m so thankful that You made the seemingly impossible possible.

On another note. Have started choreographing the junior’s item for JDC and boy, this is some tough shit. So thankful that the boy shares my love for dance and can help me along. Honestly one of the best feelings in this world is to share the same passion as the one you love.

13 Jan isn’t coming soon enough. Miss you.

Turning 20.

So… I’m finally 20.

Feels rather surreal, it’s like, oh okay so it’s the big two.

Caught a movie and had dinner at Fukuichi with Weide on the actual day itself, and right now I’m typing this at my uncle’s house. Gathered my extended family members here for a cosy gathering – something that we haven’t done in ages and I thank God that all of them came 🙂 Nothing fancy, just some finger food but it made me happy to see everyone coming tgt because they love me. Thank You Jesus 😀

Happy holidays, everyone! ^^

Thanksgiving.

Paper at 5pm but I needed to do some thanksgiving before going for my paper hahaha.

Big thank you to my LG members for helping me to find an English-Chinese dictionary! Thank you so much guys, for the trouble and all. Big props to Sherms who really went around asking her friends :’) GDLL.

Thank You Daddy for blessing me with an imba dictionary that I purchased from Yunnan bookstore. It was all wrapped up so I couldn’t check the contents but thank You for Your providence it’s a really good dictionary just what I need!

Received a small thanksgiving note from Pooiyee as well, although I really did nothing except offer a small space in my room which is no trouble at all. And for helping me to buy lunch too yayz!

And the shepherd for koping wangwang for me HAHAHA.

Meeting my dear brothers Vincent and Weiyeat for supper tonight after my paper wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee holidays are looking great you gaiz ^^

Greatest Blessing.

It was the worst paper ever in this exam season.

Out of the 30 mcqs I was only sure of a handful, and the open-ended questions were just… I don’t even know where to begin. It was the first time I felt so dejected after a paper, and I was this close to crying.

But right here right now I am going to proclaim that Jesus my Lord is a good God, and He has plans to prosper me and not harm me, plans to give me hope and a future.

So thankful for ποτό and for this loving and encouraging community that never fails to remind of the bigger picture. I thank my God for being faithful in all seasons, and He is good no matter the circumstance.

He dropped this verse into my heart during worship today, reminding me that He is not a God who is sitting high in the heavens but He is a God who calls me His, who loves and cares for me.

Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. (1 Peter 5:7)

I could continue to sit here and mope, or I could choose to put God above my emotions and thank Him for every other thing that He has blessed me with.

18 give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus. (1 Thessalonians 5:18)

It may have been a bad day, but thank You for You, because You are my greatest blessing.